what i would do to tell someone that i'm feelin' them

i am a really shy person so it is hard for me to tell a person how i really feel. i am not like other girls, so people act surprised when i don't really express my true feelings towards a certain person. i would probably write them a letter that lets them know how i feel. it wouldn't be a letter that says "Do you like me? yes or no." i would just simply tell them what i think of them. i don't want them to think that i'm acting like a little kid, i just want them to know that i have deep feelings for them that goes deeper than my words. i recently told a person how i feel and he didn't say anything because he had already told me but for some reason i don't believe him. when i find it in myself to trust men then i can really want him for me.

what kind of animal i want to be

i would love to be a lioness because they are the queens of the jungle. they take good care of their cubs and they don't let anything happen to them. a lioness is very intimidating to the other animals in the jungle. they even take over their male lions at times. i would love to know the ways of a lioness because they are strong and fierce. i wish that i could have a lioness as a pet but that's almost impossible. they can catch their food and tear it limb from limb. hopefully i can be a lioness in my next life time.

what i like most about myself....

i like a lot of things about myself, and i feel that they really stand out. i like that i am very persuasive and i can make people do things that they usually won't do. there have been a lot of times when a person would clearly tell me no, but i would twist their words and make it as if they said that they would give me what i want. i also love my smile because it makes other people smile. every since i was a little girl, people would comment on my smile. i love to walk up yo one of my friends and smile when they're sad just so they could smile. for some reason i hate to smile on a picture because it looks so phony to me, but the picture still looks beautiful. there are a lot of things about me that i like, but my smile and my ability to persuade is what i like the most.

what i love about chicago

I love Chicago and everyone in it. I have alot of friends here and I don't think that there are better people anywhere else. The food here is so delicious and I can't put down a plate. I love down town in the winter because they have displays that are beautiful. The displays tell stories and it's easy to follow the stories because they are so well put together. In the summer time I love to go to The Taste of Chicago because you can meet new people and taste new food. Even though there are bad politics here in Chicago, there aren't as many bad people then most people think.



P.S
every year there is a parade called The Bud Billuken and it is one of the biggest, best parades in the USA.

my ultimate driving experience

Once upon a time I was riding in my black and gold phantom. My driving partner was a boy name Cordilo and we were headed to the moon. As we drove, we listened to Michael Jackson and Vybz Kartel. We talked about what we wanted to do in life and of how we were going to get there. As we got closer to the moon we told each other that we'll love each other for ever. We landed on the moon and we sat there and looked at each other then we got in the car and drove back to the polluted evil hated planet that we call home. He kissed me good-bye and he disappeared.

The bravest thing I ever done

The bravest thing I ever done was help my friend when her boyfriend was beating on her.
It all started in 9th grade and I had met a girl name Aaliyah. She started to talk to me and become my friend. She was a white girl and she told me that she had a black boyfriend. She was really in love with this boy and she couldn't get enough of him.
One day she came to school and I saw a bruise on her arm. Well, I was furious and I wanted to know what had happened to her. She had told me that her boyfriend Michael had hit her but he said that he would never hit her again.
I found him and I asked why did he put his hands on her and he said that it was none of my business. I told him that I was going to tell someone then he threatened me and said that he was going to get me next if I told. I told my boyfriend and he said that he would handle it. I told him that I wanted to handle it myself and I did. I told some teachers and they told me that it was brave of me to step up and say something. Aaliyah was upset with me for a while but then she realized that I might have just saved her life....